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in my shared, most intimate, moments are when i feel most alone
i look above at a a flying air craft and wonder if i deserve to be happy
i contemplate the question (and settle on an answer)
its hard no
its HARD no
its a HARRD NOOO
from across the room
you caught me staring at the door way cracked open
but i won’t know what’s on the other side
unless my ass gets up
i won’t really ever know
but that’s ok
i take a step back
i wonder why now
i think of us back then again, were really ever something?
i don’t really even know
all i really ever know
is that you really never know
and hat its never one thing
and then they call me back to bed
all i want is for you to be happy
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FUCKBOI BLUES
02:17
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tears
tears
tears
tears
i don’t got no money
but i can pay for that in tears
crying at work
crying at home
crying while i run after the bus when it leaves my stop at the gas station
Missed it cuz i was trying to buy a fucking soda with my
tears
haha
haha
haha laughing
haha
haha
haha laughing
laughing till i choke
hahahaha
laughing
laughing till i choke
its all good
its all good
laughing
with my
tears
the world is shit
its all good
hahahahaha
tears
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I feel the weight of the sun
cancer season is upon us
A sour sun
my fathers son
A fitting symbol
For the end of the honey moon phase
I can feel my thoughts over flowing to my throat
choking down to asphyxiation
I Feel the stress of my own existence
Eating (eating) always going in for seconds
16 second lives
Mask 1000 lies
I think of you and how all of the stars
Are like the past and the present apart
emphasizing this feeling of loss
I think of you in the back of my car
On ‘cid so we couldn’t drive far
And the sun shone off the glass on the building
Buildings made of
glass scrape the city
their feeding on a feeling
thats creeping to the point that they can see
Inside my skin my body is a house of glass
Shining, blinding, but empty
I don’t want to be
empty anymore
I’ve said this before
Second story floor
Empty never more
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WORMFOOD INTERLUDE
01:07
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when the drugs are gone, I feel like dying
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I’m not sure what I coulda really done
you shattered my bones when u done pulled the rug
out from under I choke on the dust
lookin up salt rains down from above
melting my tongue
i feel like a slug
stuck on the wall just desperate for love
desperate and dumb
desperate I want just to be concrete so I never gotta hear nor speak
cuz everything’s so damn funny
You call my name I come running
I take it back
You take it back
We flip the track
It’s still nothing
yeah, I know we got way back
but I don’t even wanna wave back
at the function or in my bed I stay up late stare at the cracks cuz
I’m so fuck'n dumb
I don’t really mean that
I’m my fathers son
I can’t never be that
I’m so fuck dumb
I’m so fuck'n dumb
I’m so fuck'n DUMB
I don’t even know if I wanna go back
Hindsight 20/20 and it’s all painted black
roads in my rear view won’t turn back
memory ink stained just like that
but what can I do
it must be the moon
controlling my weaknesses pouring though you
controlling my throat
closing it up no sound gets out when I try to shout
(How about my)
life and how it’s all fucked up
nothing left no lump sum
brains splattered swept under-rug
just let it sit ‘til it piles up
It piles up a mile up
the innards falls I spill my guts
the room, it’s sprayed with thoughts and feelings
hopes and dreams drip from the ceiling
but I’m so fuckn duuuuummmmbbbbb
there’s not a lot of clean up
lucky for you I feel good when I drink up bleach or whatever's under the kitchen sink
ummm
one with the roach
part of the swarm in ashtray alone
just cast aside
left to die
and I can really think of one reason why
It’s cuz I’m so fuck'n dumb
And I really mean that
I’m my fathers son
He don’t even want that
I’m so fuck'n a dumb
I’m so fuck'n dumb
I’m so fuck'n
DONE
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A REMINDER TO EAT
02:46
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i gotta call it off I’m choking on all of the smoke
it’s shaping up
and above me now
A cloud is raining down
I’m losing my grip
on reality
im rotting away
just my brain left floating in space
just be patient in the waiting
just be patient
blood on my hands from my mouth
from my mouth comes the sounds and the thoughts of an idiot signifying nothing
i feel like busting out my skin instead of saying something
spilling all my guts on the table surface
just stay positive
try to be positive
when your negative
it smells like melting flesh
are my feelings the result of my privilege?
are they valid?
or are they pointless?
I acknowledge this
I acknowledge this
but then I turn my phone off
I do some other shit
The day is almost forgotten
and i still haven’t eaten
only laughter fills my belly
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